pain dissociates with ecstasy by Amanda Condon

Read by Conner Arnold

once long distance then together
walk away come back
the pain we felt was worth it for these happy tears
can’t breathe my heart is stalling
unable to stop unable to cease
the tears the laughter
hunger cravings
rejection letters sitting in a folder
reminding me that one day there will be a yes
growing up being childish
depression recovery
why does it feel so good to bleed
an end a beginning
can’t stop don’t want to stop
remembering. remembering. remembering. remembering.